Apologies and venting...

...In that order.

I apologise to all those who want me to update my stories, you seem to be enjoying them (if the mountain of favourites that I need to sort out tonight is anything to go by) Though I don't know why and as a reader of many series' myself I can understand how horrible it is to wait. I simply ask you to consider my current situation for a moment. 

I am currently attempting to finish my A-Levels and get into University. I have an offer which I thought was attainable...until one of my chemistry teachers vanished without warning anyone. We've been left with supply teacher after supply teacher since (I think the current count is 10) and in that time 2 of them have been good at teaching us anything. Both of those have received offers to work at other schools and taken them, leaving our class in a right mess. And as if that wan't bad enough, about 3 weeks after my chem teacher vanished, one of my English teachers was rushed to hospital. She has yet to return, meaning that it is less than 2 months to the exam and we don't know half of the course. 

The knowledge of how close the exams we are was given to us in assembly this afternoon. By the end of said assembly I was having a panic attack. I managed to recover and get out of school to meet my friend and get my Comicon ticket (it was purchased in January along with 2 others for my 2 other firends, all held by the one who ordered them) only to find them waiting outside the school for me with the information that I can't have my Comicon ticket until Sunday....which nearly caused a second panic attack.

I am having a lot of issues at the moment and I quite honestly don't know what I'm supposed to do or how I'm supposed to do it without panicking too much and having another one. 

The birds are working as my therapy, but not too well at the moment because of the dynamics when I'm there...that's a long story in itself which I'm not willing to divulge here...you can note me if you really want to know about that. I could do with someone to vent to without fear of alienating their views School is overtaking me again and stressing me out once more, so my evenings on dA are the only chance I really get time to relax these days. 

However, this has become a tangent. 

I simply ask you not to request the continuation of any of my stories at this current stage. You can do so as much as you want after the 19th of June, the date of my last A-Level exam, but these next two months are going to be crazy and as stress-filled as hell. So please don't put pressure on me to write stories that I won't have looked at for absolutely ages because it will simply make it worse.

On a side note, I am working on fics at the moment. However, I only get 30 minutes bus ride a day to do it in, so I don't get a lot done...so sorry.

Also, my deepest apologies to those still waiting for a commission from me. When I do get them finished (because I do intend to finish them) I will pay you back any points you gave me. It's wrong of me to leave you waiting this long, but everything else seems to have gotten in the way.



...Well, the vent became a tangent of the apologies...oh well.</small></small>